LFH: Day 8
by Sunita
I finally set up my home office yesterday. I’d been dragging my heels, I think because if I didn’t do it I could more easily pretend (at least sometimes) that things hadn’t changed. I was still perching at my workspace to do things rather than fully committing to the face that I can’t go to my office anymore. It’s certainly not that I can’t work from home, I’ve done it my whole life and I live with a restricted workspace all summer. Anyway, I hauled everything out of the bags they’d been in and set up the monitor, dock, and work laptop on my desk. It all fit better than I expected.
The chair I use is not ideal, or rather it is not ideal given the height of the desk and the depth of the drawer space, but I put a pillow at the back and that gets me higher relative to the keyboard (I have a mechanical keyboard which is much more comfortable to type on than any of my laptop or portable keyboards). And I cleaned off the bed next to the desk and added yet another pillow so I can read or work on a lapdesk there when I’m tired of sitting at the desk.

It will be fine. Fine.
Workspace settled, I dealt with email and small work chores and then went for a walk in the afternoon. I went to the park, which was probably a mistake. I really wanted to get out and walk for a while, and it was a cold but (finally) sunny day. I knew I was risking more people going out in mid-afternoon on a Saturday, but I went anyway. It was fine for a while but there were quite a few people out walking and jogging (hardly any bicyclists, unlike last time), and by the time I was on the part of the circuit that took me toward home, there were enough people that maintaining social distance was hard. I managed it most of the time, but groups of three and four people taking up the whole sidewalk did not help. I was glad to get out of the park and back onto the street to my neighborhood. I’m not sure I’ll be doing that again. We have a treadmill and a rower in the basement, and if I want fresh air I can walk around the streets of my neighborhood.
The STL City Mayor and the STL County Executive both announced stay-at-home orders starting Monday, so that might have led people to go out more, but it was also a nice weekend day. There are still clearly a lot of people who don’t think the numbers are going to skyrocket. The STL area has quite a few hospitals, including two large teaching hospitals, so we are better positioned than a lot of localities, but if we don’t flatten the curve we’ll be in trouble.
Today is all about getting the syllabi finalized and Canvas set up. A doddle. 😉 I also have to come up with a policy, or at least a set of recommendations, for department faculty who are allowing students to join their classes at this point. It’s mostly study abroad students, and probably not that many, but we still need to think about whether they will have to make up work, whether they can get graded credit, etc. etc.
Yesterday we ate from our leftover and pantry stash for both lunch and dinner. I added a bunch of movies to our Hoopla Favorites list and we watched Ball of Fire with Gary Cooper and Barbara Stanwyck. If you haven’t seen it, it’s a fun diversion. Stanwyck and Cooper are wonderful and so are the seven old men (it’s a riff on Snow White but with Stanwyck as a gangster’s moll and Cooper as an unworldly professor).
I also managed to finish a book yesterday! I enjoyed the first Ruth Galloway book quite a bit, and the author’s note confirmed for me the places that were real v. made up. I guessed some of the villains but not all, and I liked her character and the detective’s quite a bit. I like how Griffiths wrote their relationship and I hope it stays that way.
Having been granted our day of sunshine, we’re back to cold and rainy for today. The trees are budding, though, and the daffodils are out. So there’s that.
I want to thank you for posting about Thai food yesterday- you inspired me to look up our favorite local Thai/Japanese place. They’re still open and delivering so we ordered green curry and pad Thai last night and it was so good!
Your home office looks good! I’ve been a little obsessed with getting mine organized. It doubles as my art studio and I’ve been figuring out how to make it conducive to work while still leaving space for arts and crafts in my down time. And I am obsessing about backlighting – and how to not be backlit on my many video calls while not feeling like I’m in a dark cave. This is typical behavior – focusing in on a small, controllable part when the big picture is too overwhelming.
Today I’m talking with my brother and SIL to strategize about how to convince my parents (ages 75 and 81, living independently in Chicago suburbs) to STAY HOME and stop going grocery shopping and to especially stop volunteering at the food bank. It’s quite sweet that they’re still volunteering (and they are being cautious and trying to maintain social distance in the food bank warehouse) but it worries me so much.
Glad you got to enjoy the sunshine, even if there were too many people
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@Cleo: That’s what we ordered too. 🙂 And yes to typical behavior; I’ve been focusing on similar things, worrying about details because it’s overwhelming to think of the whole picture. And solving small problems has positive effects.
My mother is doing surprisingly well and her facility is doing her shopping so I have less worry on that front. But the Really Olds are definitely an ongoing concern.
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I know what you mean about actually committing — “I’d been dragging my heels, I think because if I didn’t do it I could more easily pretend (at least sometimes) that things hadn’t changed.” Yeah.
So glad you enjoyed “Ball of Fire”! I have enjoyed that film a lot — especially as a Wikipedian and as a viewer who always enjoys Stanwyck.
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@brainwane: I don’t know when Hoopla added Ball of Fire but it was a lovely surprise. I foresee a lot of old movies in our future. It will be like being back in grad school, when the Law School Film Society and DOC (the U of C film society) showed tons of them and we went to most.
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We’ve had our first proper spring days this weekend – still cold and blustery, but sunny and bright. I’ve been out in the garden both days and I am determined that this year I am really going to give it the thorough sorting out it needs. I went to see my parents (71 and 80) today, keeping at a safe distance from them, because it’s mother’s day here, and she’s sad not to have been able to see the grandchildren. Everything has got properly serious here very quickly since the end of last week.
I am still going in to my office to work for as long as that’s allowed (and as long as I don’t have symptoms), because my home internet is not really up to having Zoom meetings and such like. I’ll try to manage it so that I only have to go in a couple of days a week and do other work at home on the other days.
I just saw on Facebook news of the first CV death of a friend of a friend here. Right now it still feels a bit like the phoney war (and the introvert’s dream) but I don’t think that is going to last much longer.
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But also, I should point out, I sit in an office on my own with the door closed all day. I walk past one person at reception, usually. And I use the bathroom. It’s not like an open-plan office or somewhere with people in and out of the room all day. It’s easy to stay spatially distant there!
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Oh Ros, I’m so sorry. We will probably all be experiencing loss, but you’re on the front edge.
Going in to work sounds very sensible as long as we’re allowed some freedom of movement. The point is to avoid contact, which you can do. In larger institutions it’s not possible, and you can’t screen out the thoughtless or rash, so you clamp down on everyone.
I hope you are about to go on your holiday and that it will be as rewarding as ours was two weeks ago (which definitely feels like a different era now, but dammit, we had it).
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Michael and I spent the weekend at home. He’s finally hearing that he’s high risk, thanks to our doctor (when he couldn’t hear it from me or his brother), so that’s good. I was fine today, out on the balcony all day and journaling, making gods eyes for hanging up on the wall of the outside of the house (so, on the balcony), and stuff like that. But then I made a mistake (I’ve been good about staying the fuck off facebook because I can’t handle all the constant “did you see how bad it is” posts) and read an “urgent” email from Indivisible about a shitty Senate bill. It doesn’t have any chance of passing the House, and frankly I doubt that all the Senate will vote on it en bloc (finally!), but I literally burst into tears. We had been planning to watch a television streaming show (we’re streaming City Homicide from Australia and really liking it), but I decided I needed to do something productive to get out the angst and fear, so I made more gods eyes.
Of course, now I’m cold, lol.
But it was a good day. The sad thing is that as nice as it was to listen to the happy people at my neighbor’s apartment, whose balcony is next to ours, I fear for him because he’s clearly not social distancing (like at all, there were maybe what, 12 people there?) and he’s still going to church. How many people have to die before people will wake up? Do we really need this to be a repeat of Spanish flu?
We tried to place an online order for delivery or curb-side pickup to either Safeway or Freddy Mac and neither one had any times available. We do have a Safeway order already placed a week ago and scheduled to come 3/25, but I’m about out of coffee and Michael wants some chocolate. We’re both afraid to go to the grocery even though we tell each other it will be a quick visit and no big deal; we didn’t leave the house at all today.
I think that’s the part I’m struggling with the most: the unrelentingness of it, and the fear. I can’t control what’s happening (duh), and trying to focus on what I can control feels futile. There’s only so many times I can clean my house.
Doing art today helped. I did several journal spreads (I felt on fire, really; it was awesome) and those gods eyes really helped. I am going to stick with that this week and see how I feel at the end vis a vis what’s working and what’s not. I hosted a craft circle online yesterday and have another one planned next Saturday; I actually had to buy a Zoom subscription because we had more than 10 people try to come and Hangouts limits attendees to 10 people. Clearly people are feeling a need to make things.
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Oh Catherine, I wish I could reach out through the intertubes and give you a giant hug. I’ve been wishing that a lot this week, let me tell you.
Art is an excellent idea. I know I feel better when I get my brain out of the ratrace it is in trying to cope with our new reality. I hope your expanded Zoom works the way you need it, it’s great to hear that people are coming together in the virtual space. I have institutional access, so if I can help in any way, please let me know. You know how to reach me. 🙂
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So grateful to have a home office—and that I reclaimed that space for myself over the summer! It really helps to have a pleasant space to work in. (Although our wifi is struggling these days!)
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@Liz: I remember seeing your space and thinking it looked very cozy and welcoming. Thank goodness you have it for our new Work From Home world.
AT&T wired us for fiberoptic last fall and I’m hopeful it will hold up under the coming onslaught. It will be interesting.
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@Sunita, thank you!! ~hugs~
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